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Wednesday, June 08, 2005 -Brunt of my emotions-Go ahead and assume, continue to spread lies. stab me harder in the back until my soul dies. Since I'm allowing you to do it, continue... don't stop... Coz I can't be bothered anymore to be what i'm not- just to make you happy. I've been slammed against the wall again and again, I've been damned. You talk about me bitching around? Well I don't care anymore, the brunt of my emotions can't be found. Honsesty, I'm tired of acting. I'm really good at that. But no one wants to act in front of friends -that's a fact. My assumptions have been questioned, I've been accused before. I've given people reason to hate me all the more. So won't you just cut me a little slack? Coz responsibilties and My mom's come on my back. Not you guys are my only problem, and it's taking a mighty long time to solve them. I know i've got true friends, I've taken them for granted. But these are the people I live for, they make me feel wanted. They were by my side when things were grim. But I know I can't always depend on them -sink or swim. Now all the other betrayers I used to call close, they ran away and added to the torment, the most- of the warm feelings i used to know was stripped away, now my ripped heart was there to stay. But I've decided not to blame anyone, coz we're only human and we all make mistakes -anger fummin'. The truth will surface in the end, Broken hearts will mend. It takes alot for people to understand- The likes of me, most are love deprived blinded, they can't see No matter what happens, I'll always love you guys. even through the deception and the lies. Coz I ain't got the freaking time to hate, sorry my death day'll be late. So I've spoken my last statement, I've written my will. this is the end, my thoughts and heart -sealed. By Katz/Kathy Anne lim
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about Name: Kathy Anne lim Nick'z: Katz
Age: 14
gender:female School: kcs
Roman catholic Olps
Hobbies:Anything to do with paper, black pens and imagination
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