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Tuesday, June 21, 2005 This is me writting someting about my life to make adam happy.-I had a nice day : ) So anyway.... Hold me while I'm sleeping, hold me while I lay awake, embrace me while we are all alone the first kiss is all it takes. Surprise me with your love, when your lips touch mine, all it takes is your simple touch and chills run up my spine. Get me all alone, and I'll whisper you my dreams, hopefully at the heat of the moment you'll understand what they mean. Lead to what it shouldn't lead to what it may, a closer relationship through the mind and body getting better by the day. Hugs in the morning, kisses at night, I love yous through the phone no more I hate yous through the fights. Now your holding me while I'm sleeping, your holding me like words to a book, your embracing me while were all alone and the first kiss was all it took.... By Earl.
Wednesday, June 15, 2005 -Demented-Unstable Emotions inside my head. My soul unknown to be alive or dead. Screams of sins temptations ringing in my ears. Forced to hide emotions, tears and fears. I feel alone, My own unwanted feelings I condone. Breaking my thoughts, unallowing me to think, I'm on the edge, on my brink. Immaculate pain, Never before have i felt the same. I never express it, for fear people would jugde it. None gave me the chance to restart. I'm slowly being ripped apart. Unable to bear it any longer, I'm too distressed and somber. ABout to break down, this is where I end, peace unfound. By: kathy anne lim/katz
Friday, June 10, 2005 -Monthly Misery-Why do I feel angry? Do I have a reason? Why am I so touchy? Is this out of treason? Cold, sweat, Mood, swings. Getting worked up Because- of my dog staring at things? This is just confusing. I'm racking my brain. I'm screaming in my pillow I can't stand the strain. Constent stomach aches, Fighting with my mom. I feel like punching that Guy there till he's out numb. I begin to think that -I'm going crazy. Nothing can solve this, I think i need therapy. To all you stupid people, "Kiss my ass!!!!" ........................ Oh right. I forgot. I'm having my P.M.S By: Katz/kathy Anne Lim
Wednesday, June 08, 2005 -Brunt of my emotions-Go ahead and assume, continue to spread lies. stab me harder in the back until my soul dies. Since I'm allowing you to do it, continue... don't stop... Coz I can't be bothered anymore to be what i'm not- just to make you happy. I've been slammed against the wall again and again, I've been damned. You talk about me bitching around? Well I don't care anymore, the brunt of my emotions can't be found. Honsesty, I'm tired of acting. I'm really good at that. But no one wants to act in front of friends -that's a fact. My assumptions have been questioned, I've been accused before. I've given people reason to hate me all the more. So won't you just cut me a little slack? Coz responsibilties and My mom's come on my back. Not you guys are my only problem, and it's taking a mighty long time to solve them. I know i've got true friends, I've taken them for granted. But these are the people I live for, they make me feel wanted. They were by my side when things were grim. But I know I can't always depend on them -sink or swim. Now all the other betrayers I used to call close, they ran away and added to the torment, the most- of the warm feelings i used to know was stripped away, now my ripped heart was there to stay. But I've decided not to blame anyone, coz we're only human and we all make mistakes -anger fummin'. The truth will surface in the end, Broken hearts will mend. It takes alot for people to understand- The likes of me, most are love deprived blinded, they can't see No matter what happens, I'll always love you guys. even through the deception and the lies. Coz I ain't got the freaking time to hate, sorry my death day'll be late. So I've spoken my last statement, I've written my will. this is the end, my thoughts and heart -sealed. By Katz/Kathy Anne lim
Tuesday, June 07, 2005 -13 years-13 years you've stayed amute, unequal to my questionings. a stubborn innocence played on flute, Closed, a chiled indulged. All you've offered me are blank sheets. A monotony stacked complete. spelled out in the hatred of hearts thoughts. Doubts are the cause of my deciet and rejection. Today, I seek others for my survival, not to love anymore is hell. The rain is falling down as diamond tears as an angruish remembered, a greif compelled- facing the destruction brought, as our world spins on greed. It's hard to believe what you cannot see, mornings so dark they set like night. I seek a sunrise to set me free. But the wind brings darkness, Hearts frozen in suspense. A fire is brought back into the sky, Hence not all hope is lost. I feel that -I now can fly. Undamed offerings of the soul. -katz
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about Name: Kathy Anne lim Nick'z: Katz
Age: 14
gender:female School: kcs
Roman catholic Olps
Hobbies:Anything to do with paper, black pens and imagination
Celtic's bleed
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