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Tuesday, August 31, 2004 HyperventalationGreetings mad ppl... this is the first time in a long long time i'm blogging on my own account so clap! anyway... I'm pissed coz of yesterday, a certian people read MY TOP SECRET BOOK! bloody angry.... today was teachers day and aces day.... we did some really funny work out which even all the teachers had to do... and Mr juraimi was looking like some weird dancer.... I mean... all the teachers looked like they were about to collapse or somth.... ahhaha.... oh welll then we had the danceathon stuff... ahahhaa..... YOu don't wanna know wad happened ther....... wahahahahahahahhaa..... gawd.... anyway..... we visited kcp!!!! yey!!!! and i saw miss chia n all... how lovely...... gave then lil flowers with notes attatched to them n all.... ahahahah.... then Fuzzy, alyssa,Eernie n me went out to tm..... my gosh... those peeps can get ultra the kukoo.... me n fuz singing songs loudly in public..... then we went to toysaurus where me n Eernie played netball.... then we made one of those window sticky things.... ahahha.... you noe one of those retarded kiddy things?! ahhahahaha.... my gawd.... it was so lame.... But yea, fun la.... then there was this guy who juz came up to us and stole the liquid making thing!!! omg!!! right in front of our faces! we were part of a crime!!! argH!!!!!!!!!!!! ahahhaa... we told the lady of the shop and she was like..... "it's ok sweetie, it happens all the time....".... she was so calm!!!! unlike we mad kcians.... ahahhaa..... then we wanted to take neo's..... ok.......... so we lined up and alll coz the que was really long.... but JUST as we were reaching the counter.... We decided to take out our money to get ready to pay..... but What happens? Fuzzy can't find her wallet... so here she and i go.... looking around the whole place, walking around the entire place but we still can't find it.... so fuzzy gets me all stressed n all and so we couldn't take neo's..... so we told alyssa to get out of the que...... once we walk a little further...... fuzzy takes somthing out of her bag and exclains.... "I found my wallet!" Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I started hyperventalating......... then we went up to 77th street to look at stuff.... ahahha... I saw loads of von dutch things..... n tried on a nice green mash Cap which was also von dutch and super nice!!! Alyssa said it looked nice on me! but........ unfortunately......... I couldn't buy it coz i only had 6 dollars in my pocket... ahahha..... nvm..... then fuzzy bought star earings n all.... hahaha.... the once cute guy at 77th street has gone fat...... AH!!!! (screams)..... how sad tooo...... I remember i've had an impossible crush on him since pri 5..... but not anymore.... whhahahaha... it ends TODAY! ah welll... then we grab food from mac's n go home..... hahaha.... oh yea! Anthea's reporter friend called me and asked me on information on bands and stuff coz once me and anthea were talking about bands in singapore so i told her i've got quite a few friends who are in bands n stuff.... so this newsporter person wanted to make an article about it.... so I directed her to Alex Chan and Daryl Tan coz those ppl have got pretty good Band background n all..... Daryl being a drummer in many bands since last year or somthing who's got solid rythems.... and Alex having played guitar for more then a year and havong billions of groups who she plays with and alll.... so this reporter person thanked me nicely and said that she wanted to interview them for the straits times and stuff.... haha.... alex told me that this debbie reporter person wants to interview her at some place and even bring photographers and stuff.... ahahha.... i don't know if she's called dazz yet.... maybe i'll ask him if he goes online or somth... alex is sared about the whole interview thing tho and her mommy told her not to go........ i dunnno.... but she was thinking of directing the reporter to kyns-ley instead coz he's got much more of a solid base and his band is pretty succesful too coz they write songs n stuff which i think is a pretty good idea as welll.... mmmmm.... welll... I just did a good deed and helped peeps get famous.... wheee! anyway gotta run..... seeya round.... Mr Chatterbox = Warren
Thursday, August 12, 2004 Teenwitch in the house evacute Immidiately!!!Hey all u peeps again! wussup?!! wheeeeeeeee....... chinese exam today. I couldn't understand a word the stupid paper said... whahahha. so anyway... It's obvious i'm gonna fail THAT subject yar? hahaha... doin' some look up on history now... about indus valley civilisations and shang dynastys and stuff.... boring..... *snorez*... newae... tara want's to cut her hair bang style... kewl yar? whahahaha... oh yea! when i went to school today everyone noticed a pink streak in moi hair *grinz*... whahaha... due to the thing me and kimmy were playin with yesterday. and ton's hair look liked one of those ppl from those punk bands after me and kimmy did the "dyin" process on his hair... hahahhaa... He's brave yar? oh well... toady... mRs Goh was lookin' at our arms and makin' sure we don't cut ourselves or somth. pretty dumb.... I think only really problematic ppl cut themselves... and sometimes it's for stupid stupid reasons... so yar... wahahaa... me, nicole,diana,hadya n kelly were makin' a fool of ourselves in the science lab for maness reasons obviously...w ahahha... Singing and dancing and nicole wth her sickness whahahahhaaaaa........ It's contagous!!! wheeeeeeeee...... newae.. in the music room tooo she drew that nike slogan on the board and instead of the tick logo... she drew a sperm.... whahahahahah.... madness man... anyway... me, angeline n tara doin' our physic thing. very fun.... eunice got freaked again... and i passed by a site featuring witchcraft and stuff... they've got spell's on everything! even on 'revenge'...... *evil grin* but nah.... I think it's pretty stupid... but the thing is......... it really works... I just cast one. wahahahaahahha.... *evil witch laugh*(oh yes!!! and congratulations to my music teach!!! she's expecting!!!!) Wiccan Law Bide the Wiccan laws ye must, in perfect love and perfect trust. Live and let live—fairly take and fairly give. Cast the Circle thrice about to keep all evil spirits out. To bind the spell every time, let the spell be spake in rhyme. Soft of eye and light of touch—speak ye little, listen much. Deosil go by the waxing Moon—sing and dance the Wiccan Rune. Widdershins go when the Moon doth wane, and the werewolf howls by the dread wolfsbane. When the Lady’s Moon is new, kiss the hand to Her times two. When the Moon rides ar Her peak, then your heart’s desire seek. Heed the North wind’s might gale—lock the door and drop the sail. When the wind comes from the South, love will kiss thee on the mouth. When the wind blows from the East, expect the new and set the feast. When the West wind blows o’er thee, Single spirits restless be. Nine woods in the Cauldron go—burn them quick and burn them slow. Elder be ye Lady’s tree—burn it not or cursed ye’ll be. When the Wheel begins to turn, let the Beltane fires burn. When the Wheel has turned to Yule, light the Log and let Pan rule. Heed ye flower, bush and tree — by the Lady blessed be. Where the rippling waters go, cast a stone and truth ye’ll know. When ye are in dire need, hearken not to others’ greed. With the fool no season spend, or be counted as his friend. Merry meet and merry part — bright the cheeks and warm the heart. Mind the Threefold Law ye should — three times bad and three times good. When misfortune is enow, wear the blue star on thy brow. True in love ever be, unless thy lover’s false to thee. Eight words the Wiccan Rede fulfill — an ye harm none, do what ye will.
Monday, August 09, 2004 Sky to the fireworks! *salutes*...Heya all! I'm soooo syked. first signs of birthday presents... wheeee... whahaha.... yesterday me n my family n all went out to eat at kenny rodgers and stuff. Really good food. love the chicken and the cheezeeeee..... oooooooooooohhhhhhhh..... is simply lovely... bought the latest issue of w.i.t.c.h mag. I know it's such a kiddie magazine but it's just so nice! whahahaha... my bro wanted to buy me VAns Off the wall shoes!! YEY!!! but unfortunately..... *sigh* they're too nice.... I think i'd juz buy them and never use them sorta thing...w hahaha... Saw some converse shoes to.......... I wAnt a converse shoe.... blah.... But if any of u peeps get it for me I really won't accept it. and I don't care if you waisted ur money. I Just WOn't accept it... It's not worthy of me. *cries* whahahah... 9th of aug today. lynette is soo happy today too coz it's "ahem's" birthday... whahhaa... watched the ndp juz now... pretty nice... as it always is... whahaa.. and the fireworks were so kewl! gets me everytime.... they're so majestic and not forgeting romantic... *dreams*.. ooo yea! I have a lovely new cd which I have absolutely fallen in love with. it's The latest album by blink 182.... been listening to it the entire afternoon... 'Roar' and 'Ducky' Acctually came all the way to my house to give it to me! YEY! I love these ppl.. so wonderful. *dances around the room with cd* and daryl has nice spike bands. whahahahha... schweeeeet. ahhhhhhh i feel so good now... my sis juz gave me a back massage... Shiok!!! whahhaha... really relaxed now........ mmmmmmmmm...... lovely... oh yes... I made mac and cheese today! whaahaha... I spilled half the mayo and cheese on the floor, almost burned my hand and thought that luncheon meat was a veggie. wahahahhaa... It was ok in the endtho.... But for now, lets juz say i'm not made for the kitchen... Quote of the day: "I feel like i'm the only one who doesn't know the truth"
Friday, August 06, 2004 The spirts within'Hello all you ppl who normally read my blog and stuff... did nothing the entire day... absolutely boring... I acctually rejected an invation to go to mac's.... Unbelieveable right? yea i noe... and I acctually went straight home. oh well the world works in mysterious ways... so do my feelings... been feeling weirdly unhappy lately.. I don't even know why.... but yesterday was pretty fun. Me and nicole putting eyedrops on each other's eyes and pretending we were crying .. whahaha schweet. then national day today was pretty fun too... singing and all... weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee........ oh well wad can i say//... I'm still retarded.... oh yes... I'm part of the 'dot-dot' club and the 'retarded society'... dun ask why.... stayed at home the entire day and acctually slept in the afternoon for the first time this ytr... bloody tired... saw some mexican show involving underground porn and some evil spirts rubbish.... these stupid shows are going weirder and weirder as the days go by.... now my back aches... ouch... can't waith till after the exams.... then everyone can slack and enjoy life.... jeez.... life is dumb eh.... Pretty depressed these few days again for even God knows wad reason... whahaha... I really should get out more often and juz stone.... superbly dull being at home and all... I dun even understand why I'm typing this? Mel. wrote a poem on teenage suicidal stuff... I shall be nice and put it here in my blog for her. Teenage Suicidal Standing among the crowd, looking up there he is, falling. vivid memories of our childhood days singing, talking, taking each day,a blow at a time but knowing we'd still have each other. He was a Great guy, helping me out. lifting me up, wiping my tears and fears away. being there, just for me, helping me feel safe, secure. To him my emotions poured, my joys with him shared, my anger and frustration forgoten, my life exposed to just him. He was my companion, my friend, my brother. Then that day had to come, he held me in his arms, looked into my eyes like never before, asked me to be his. I turned away, rejected, refused, let go. he called me. begged me. emotions built up inside me,as never done before. i cried. I cried in pain. alone. wondering why he saw me the way he didn't to me. he said he couldn't take it. said he had to leave, that he had to be in a better place coz he couldn't feel. He walked over to my flat pressed 25. on the lift. He lay a letter at my door then jumped, like off a cliff. it read 'i loved you dearly.' it said 'i loved u so.' 'i've sacrificed so much for you but you had to let me go.' 'i was there for you night and day, but yet you couldn't see that all i wanted was to love u and for you to love me. I ended my life today I guess i could say you knew It's because i lost the meaning in my life. The meaning, was you.'
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about Name: Kathy Anne lim Nick'z: Katz
Age: 14
gender:female School: kcs
Roman catholic Olps
Hobbies:Anything to do with paper, black pens and imagination
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