Misunderstood

Life is totally, compleately, extremely and unsurprisingly screwed... Don't ask why... but it juz does like yar... The second half of saturday was most proberbly loads better then the first... saw jelly bean and all... russell scully was tossing coins into tara's kenya donation fund making her late for mass... ahahha... Totally funny... then the teacher makes me and some guy named Gino talk... and i dun really even noe him in the first place... mmm.... then gave anton his letter n all.... Newae... I really dunno wad to think anymore... some ppl are tellin' me this and that about my jelly-bean.... and i simply don't noe weather to believe them.... I mean... If it's not true... they really should tell me... Coz i heard some ppl are being paid to get me and jelly broken... dun ask me wad kinda crap that is but like yar.... OOOOooooo!!! then on sun... I went for this stupid retarded and totally lame talk on sex,life,teens and the church.... then we saw those Aussie band ppl.... Harsha got all caught up with The guy playin' the drums named "matthew or somthin'...." hahahha.... But it was fun..... then my brother bought me loads of stuff!!! 3 polo t-shirts and 2 tank tops!!! ahhaha... He wanted to get me a green mash cap,a black pants and real converse shoes!!! omg... can't believe that He did.... oh yea and the aussie band was real good... Saw jelly watchin' it too... sigh..... I still feel utterly like crap on that subject,.... YEA! then Todays' Tara's B'DAE!!!!! ahahha... yey!!! wished her and all but i haven't exactly given her her present.... hahahha... but yea... was so stupid... we had anklung practise..... How utterly stupid was that? hahahaha.... me,christene and andrea were playin the fools at the back... ahahha... laughing and laughing and not playin' properly... ahahaha... real fun.... hahaha... then went to math tution... my tution teachers wife got food for me! wheee!!! then des and me were talkin' n stuff and about how he hates tuesday's.... how interesting...*rolls eyes*... well he can't graff for nuts... gosh.... then was like so nice to me and all... oh yea... i talked to iggi juz now on the phone... we were laughing throuht the whole conversation.... now i am offically "spastic" and he is officially "retarded".... hahha.... then was talkin' about shit and school and arguin n stuff haha.... Totally weird... I haven't chatted to anton on the phone the whole day... wonder wad's up...... mmmm....

Conversation with someone.... (he made up a sort of poem... and i added a bit more...)

ahah but i noe more shit den alot of satanics,
waddyawanna noe son?
did u noe sweet dreams are made of sins?
but hu am i to disagree?
i travelled the world and the seven seas,
u noe evrbody is lookiun for somthin.
soome of them want to use u,
some of them wanna be used by u,
some of them want to abuse u .
k u wanna hear a prayer ?
u sit in your room alone ,
take powder ,
and pour a circle around u.
den say,
abide the wiccan law ye must witches east witchest west,
my spells you will cast make him free from anger,
make him happy and send him to heaven,
and if u dont abide my commands you will never leave purgatory.
and corpus christi o lord in heaven,
please send my cousin.
He thinks his life is a waste,
and that he has no point of living.
he has notin to offer to the world he cant do anything,
he claims he is useless, please send him to a happier place.
make him understand that we don't want him to pass on lord,
that without him,
we'd all be bored to death,
but especially lord,
that we love him.
friend,son,cousin or brother,
we leave u to guide him.
to know whats right,
to see the light,
that shines ever so bright.
for him.