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Saturday, July 03, 2004 i feel like crap... dunno wad sin i did... I jus feel like crap... well... I noe wad sin i did,.. I made another person feel like shit... SO... It's a sin... sigh... I dunno, thinkin' alot about all the wrong things i did in my life... and Gawd it's been sucky... I think I'm going mad... Gotta be put in some asylum... cried non-stop last night till i slept at like 4 in the morning... ah well.. I can't believe I'm such an idiot.... when I'm rejecting 'him'... I kiss him... WTF... I'm so F'ing angry at myself... Now I'm sure "he" hates me.... Coz "he" noes... most proberbly 'he' told "him" about it... Why am I so stupid... Can't even make up my mind in the beginning... Now I'm in such a stupid lame and Retarded mess... I'm not pissed at "him" at all... even tho i think "he" thinks I am... but I'm sure "he's" pissed at me... and in the first place... he has every right to be.... Gawd i hate myself... Got all emotional and stuff when I was listening to "too lost in you"-sugarbabes on the radio.... and to make things worse.... I watched "bridiget jones diary" and felt even more like crap....... there's nothing wrong with the world... the worlds not screwed... It's my head that's screwed... even mi mom's noticed i'm not being posative anymore.... at that's somthing......
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about Name: Kathy Anne lim Nick'z: Katz
Age: 14
gender:female School: kcs
Roman catholic Olps
Hobbies:Anything to do with paper, black pens and imagination
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